It's hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a ****
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?
I don't really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2 - 董事長樂團
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[00:10.62]It's hard for me to admit
[00:14.12]All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
[00:19.83]We never had much good luck
[00:22.86]Blow a bag off the balcony
[00:25.40]I know you need someone who gives a ****
[00:28.36]And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
[00:33.86]But we could roll this pack if you want
[00:37.20]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[00:39.86]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[00:42.94]Never said that I wanted to
[00:46.25]Sink or swim
[00:47.81]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[00:51.52]I'm talking shit to myself
[00:54.25]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[00:57.31]Never said that I wanted to
[00:59.68]Kill myself if I wanted to
[01:02.67]Never said that I wanted to
[01:05.28]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:09.55]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:12.23]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:15.05]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:17.88]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:20.81]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:23.27]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:26.24]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:28.97]Oh, I hear explosions in my head
[01:31.75]Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
[01:34.47]Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
[01:37.26]Why do you talk to me like this?
[01:40.01]I don't really care to know why
[01:43.89]You never came home in the morning
[01:46.21]She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
[01:49.39]I told you upfront this is nothing
[01:51.73]But we could roll this pack if you want
[01:55.44]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[01:58.02]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[02:00.93]Never said that I wanted to
[02:04.15]Sink or swim
[02:05.86]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[02:09.65]I'm talking shit to myself
[02:12.31]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[02:15.38]Never said that I wanted to
[02:18.02]Kill myself if I wanted to
[02:20.84]Never said that I wanted to
[02:26.80]Never said that I wanted to
[02:32.14]Never said that I wanted to
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歌詞解析
一句話主旨
在自我否定與情感疏離中掙扎，表達內心的孤獨與對現實的無力感。
主題
自我價值的質疑、人際關係的疏離、心理壓力的沉積與自我療癒的掙扎。
情緒
憂鬱、焦慮、自我批判、憤怒與無力感交織的複雜情緒。
意象與手法
「Sink or swim」象徵在困境中獨自面對的無助，「Explosions in my head」隱喻內心的 turmoil，「Rip my Juul and pen」以雙重動作暗示自我消耗與創作的矛盾。歌詞透過直接敘事與反覆強調的「Never said that I wanted to」製造情緒張力。
重點句解讀
1. 「I could kill myself if I wanted to」
直接點出自殺念頭，但後續強調「Never said that I wanted to」，顯示內在衝突與隱藏的痛苦。
2. 「Most the time, I save my breath」
節省氣力象徵對溝通的放棄，反映關係中的疲憊與無力改變現狀的絕望。
3. 「I'm not the type to b*h」
拒絕抱怨的態度背後，隱藏著獨自承受傷痛的孤獨，凸顯自我封閉的生存策略。
4. 「Oh, I hear explosions in my head」
身體症狀映射心理崩潰，將抽象情緒具象化為「爆炸聲」，增強共鳴與震撼力。
適合情境
獨處時反思自我價值、情緒
魔鏡站長解析
站長私房短評：打動人的地方、適合什麼時刻聽（產生後永久保存）。
歌曲冷知識
AI 依歌詞整理 3-4 點有趣觀察（產生後永久保存）。