It's hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a ****
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?
I don't really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2 - 董事長樂團
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[00:10.62]It's hard for me to admit
[00:14.12]All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
[00:19.83]We never had much good luck
[00:22.86]Blow a bag off the balcony
[00:25.40]I know you need someone who gives a ****
[00:28.36]And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
[00:33.86]But we could roll this pack if you want
[00:37.20]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[00:39.86]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[00:42.94]Never said that I wanted to
[00:46.25]Sink or swim
[00:47.81]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[00:51.52]I'm talking shit to myself
[00:54.25]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[00:57.31]Never said that I wanted to
[00:59.68]Kill myself if I wanted to
[01:02.67]Never said that I wanted to
[01:05.28]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:09.55]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:12.23]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:15.05]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:17.88]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:20.81]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:23.27]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:26.24]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:28.97]Oh, I hear explosions in my head
[01:31.75]Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
[01:34.47]Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
[01:37.26]Why do you talk to me like this?
[01:40.01]I don't really care to know why
[01:43.89]You never came home in the morning
[01:46.21]She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
[01:49.39]I told you upfront this is nothing
[01:51.73]But we could roll this pack if you want
[01:55.44]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[01:58.02]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[02:00.93]Never said that I wanted to
[02:04.15]Sink or swim
[02:05.86]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[02:09.65]I'm talking shit to myself
[02:12.31]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[02:15.38]Never said that I wanted to
[02:18.02]Kill myself if I wanted to
[02:20.84]Never said that I wanted to
[02:26.80]Never said that I wanted to
[02:32.14]Never said that I wanted to
移調 原調
CAmF
It's hard for me to admit
CDmAmDmCmGDmCmCG
All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
FCAmFm
We never had much good luck
GC
Blow a bag off the balcony
FCBm
I know you need someone who gives a ****
DmCGCGDm
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
FCGmGFG
But we could roll this pack if you want
GmGDCEm
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
FCDmDDm
I could kill myself if I wanted to
A#CGmGC
Never said that I wanted to
F
Sink or swim
DmCDDmCGC
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
EmC
I'm talking shit to myself
C#DmCDDm
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
DDmGGmC
Never said that I wanted to
GmDmC
Kill myself if I wanted to
GDDmACmG
Never said that I wanted to
EmCAmFCm
Most the time, I save my breath
DmC#mCmDG
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
CF
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
FmDm
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
CmDBmAC#m
Most the time, I save my breath
CFC#m
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
DGBmF#GF#
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
G#mCmADF
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
DmFCmG
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
C
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
EmF
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
CFmDm
Why do you talk to me like this?
CAmGC
I don't really care to know why
CmC
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
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曲解析
《NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2》調性為 C 大調、速度約每分鐘 129 拍、整體情緒歡快。主要和弦為 C、Dm、G、F。（以上為 AI 音訊分析，僅供參考）
歌詞解析
一句話主旨
在自我否定與情感疏離中掙扎，表達內心的孤獨與對現實的無力感。
主題
自我價值的質疑、人際關係的疏離、心理壓力的沉積與自我療癒的掙扎。
情緒
憂鬱、焦慮、自我批判、憤怒與無力感交織的複雜情緒。
意象與手法
「Sink or swim」象徵在困境中獨自面對的無助，「Explosions in my head」隱喻內心的 turmoil，「Rip my Juul and pen」以雙重動作暗示自我消耗與創作的矛盾。歌詞透過直接敘事與反覆強調的「Never said that I wanted to」製造情緒張力。
重點句解讀
1. 「I could kill myself if I wanted to」
直接點出自殺念頭，但後續強調「Never said that I wanted to」，顯示內在衝突與隱藏的痛苦。
2. 「Most the time, I save my breath」
節省氣力象徵對溝通的放棄，反映關係中的疲憊與無力改變現狀的絕望。
3. 「I'm not the type to b*h」
拒絕抱怨的態度背後，隱藏著獨自承受傷痛的孤獨，凸顯自我封閉的生存策略。
4. 「Oh, I hear explosions in my head」
身體症狀映射心理崩潰，將抽象情緒具象化為「爆炸聲」，增強共鳴與震撼力。
適合情境
獨處時反思自我價值、情緒
魔鏡站長解析
站長私房短評：打動人的地方、適合什麼時刻聽（產生後永久保存）。
歌曲冷知識
AI 依歌詞整理 3-4 點有趣觀察（產生後永久保存）。