It's hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a ****
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?
I don't really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2 - 楊林
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[00:10.62]It's hard for me to admit
[00:14.12]All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
[00:19.83]We never had much good luck
[00:22.86]Blow a bag off the balcony
[00:25.40]I know you need someone who gives a ****
[00:28.36]And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
[00:33.86]But we could roll this pack if you want
[00:37.20]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[00:39.86]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[00:42.94]Never said that I wanted to
[00:46.25]Sink or swim
[00:47.81]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[00:51.52]I'm talking shit to myself
[00:54.25]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[00:57.31]Never said that I wanted to
[00:59.68]Kill myself if I wanted to
[01:02.67]Never said that I wanted to
[01:05.28]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:09.55]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:12.23]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:15.05]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:17.88]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:20.81]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:23.27]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:26.24]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:28.97]Oh, I hear explosions in my head
[01:31.75]Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
[01:34.47]Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
[01:37.26]Why do you talk to me like this?
[01:40.01]I don't really care to know why
[01:43.89]You never came home in the morning
[01:46.21]She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
[01:49.39]I told you upfront this is nothing
[01:51.73]But we could roll this pack if you want
[01:55.44]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[01:58.02]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[02:00.93]Never said that I wanted to
[02:04.15]Sink or swim
[02:05.86]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[02:09.65]I'm talking shit to myself
[02:12.31]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[02:15.38]Never said that I wanted to
[02:18.02]Kill myself if I wanted to
[02:20.84]Never said that I wanted to
[02:26.80]Never said that I wanted to
[02:32.14]Never said that I wanted to
AI 會分析這首歌的音訊自動產生和弦（約 1–2 分鐘，產生後永久保存）。
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歌詞解析
一句話主旨
歌詞描繪主角在情感疏離與自我掙扎中的孤獨狀態，展現對關係的無力感與對自我的否定。
主題
情感疏離、自我否定、心理掙扎、孤獨與自毀傾向。
情緒
低落、焦慮、自嘲、絕望、矛盾。
意象與手法
1. 「Powders that we railed」暗示藥物或壓力對精神的影響，隱喻情感衝突的失控。
2. 「Rip my Juul and pen」以電子煙與筆並置，象徵逃避現實與自我表達的矛盾。
3. 「Sink or swim」呼應「Slip into depression」，強調在絕望中掙扎的無力感。
重點句解讀
1. 「I could kill myself if I wanted to / Never said that I wanted to」
反覆強調自毀念頭卻否認其真實性，展現內在矛盾與自我欺騙的焦慮。
2. 「Most the time, I save my breath / Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time」
「Save my breath」暗示沉默與隱忍，「Rip」則象徵破壞與掙扎，凸顯情緒的壓抑與衝突。
3. 「You never came home in the morning / She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?」
透過對話片段揭示關係的破裂與責任歸咎，反映互動中的傷害與無解。
適合情境
獨處時面對情緒低潮、經歷人際疏離的時刻，或需要宣洩壓抑情感的場合。
魔鏡站長解析
站長私房短評：打動人的地方、適合什麼時刻聽（產生後永久保存）。
歌曲冷知識
AI 依歌詞整理 3-4 點有趣觀察（產生後永久保存）。