It's hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a ****
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?
I don't really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2 - 梁朝偉
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[00:10.62]It's hard for me to admit
[00:14.12]All those powders that we railed ****ed up my head
[00:19.83]We never had much good luck
[00:22.86]Blow a bag off the balcony
[00:25.40]I know you need someone who gives a ****
[00:28.36]And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants
[00:33.86]But we could roll this pack if you want
[00:37.20]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[00:39.86]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[00:42.94]Never said that I wanted to
[00:46.25]Sink or swim
[00:47.81]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[00:51.52]I'm talking shit to myself
[00:54.25]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[00:57.31]Never said that I wanted to
[00:59.68]Kill myself if I wanted to
[01:02.67]Never said that I wanted to
[01:05.28]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:09.55]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:12.23]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:15.05]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:17.88]Most the time, I save my breath
[01:20.81]Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
[01:23.27]Oh, I'm not the type to b***h
[01:26.24]Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
[01:28.97]Oh, I hear explosions in my head
[01:31.75]Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ****ing rest
[01:34.47]Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
[01:37.26]Why do you talk to me like this?
[01:40.01]I don't really care to know why
[01:43.89]You never came home in the morning
[01:46.21]She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
[01:49.39]I told you upfront this is nothing
[01:51.73]But we could roll this pack if you want
[01:55.44]Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
[01:58.02]I could kill myself if I wanted to
[02:00.93]Never said that I wanted to
[02:04.15]Sink or swim
[02:05.86]Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
[02:09.65]I'm talking shit to myself
[02:12.31]Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
[02:15.38]Never said that I wanted to
[02:18.02]Kill myself if I wanted to
[02:20.84]Never said that I wanted to
[02:26.80]Never said that I wanted to
[02:32.14]Never said that I wanted to
AI 會分析這首歌的音訊自動產生和弦（約 1–2 分鐘，產生後永久保存）。
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歌詞解析
一句話主旨
自我掙扎與情感疏離的內在獨白，展現對自我價值與關係的矛盾掙扎。
主題
個人在情感崩潰邊緣的自我對話，探討自我否定、孤獨感與試圖建立獨立性的掙扎。
情緒
焦慮、自責、疏離感與隱藏的絕望，混合自我嘲諷與強裝堅強的矛盾情緒。
意象與手法
1. 「Powders that we railed ed up my head」以藥物比喻情感壓抑，暗示精神耗損。
2. 「Sink or swim」隱喻面對困境的無助感，呼應「Slip into depression」的自我放逐。
3. 重複句式「Never said that I wanted to」強化隱藏的自傷念頭與無法表達的痛苦。
重點句解讀
1. 「I could kill myself if I wanted to」（「如果我想死，我早就死了」）：以反語表達自我壓抑，暗示長期情緒耗竭卻仍掙扎求生。
2. 「Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time」（「同時撕開電子煙與筆」）：象徵在放縱與自我規訓間拉扯，反映精神分裂的掙扎狀態。
3. 「Build my own damn bridge」（「自己建造橋樑」）：隱喻拒絕依賴他人，試圖孤獨完成自我救贖的決心。
4. 「Why do you talk to me like this?」（「你為什麼這樣對我說話？」）：質問關係中的傷害源頭，卻隱藏對互動的絕望。
適合情境
情緒低落時自我反思、面對人際疏離的壓力、獨處時沈浸於內在矛盾的時刻。
魔鏡站長解析
站長私房短評：打動人的地方、適合什麼時刻聽（產生後永久保存）。
歌曲冷知識
AI 依歌詞整理 3-4 點有趣觀察（產生後永久保存）。