[00:02.35]Cannot be someone else, I cannot pretend
[00:08.90]To hold you, inside my heart feels parasitic
[00:15.69]Turn my head up above, it's a cry for a help
[00:22.24]Oh, I'm tryna be alive, I couldn't save
[00:29.07]I don't want to see you, i just want to hear your voice
[00:32.10]'Cause i'm deafened by the silence, it's an overwhelming noise
[00:35.58]I'm encompassed by the words you swore to me were never empty
[00:39.19]And if that was really true then why i gotta fill this void
[00:42.52]I've been walking back and forth, i'm trying to retrace my steps
[00:46.27]Never had you, never lost you, never did what's best
[00:49.51]I'll believe your every lie, but what you make up next
[00:52.95]Better make some sense 'cause
[00:55.85]I know you'll say that you're sorry
[00:57.65]That you ever hurt me
[00:59.57]It won't make a difference
[01:00.57]You're still going to desert me
[01:02.65]All our friends they told me that you would never deserve me
[01:05.77]Something just occurred to me
[01:08.17]That's
[01:09.49]Everything i gave to you was just never enough
[01:12.33]I could do it all again to chase a temporary love
[01:15.73]If i ever do, it's just 'cause i get hungry for your touch
[01:19.08]I can't tell the different anymore, i did too much
[01:23.26]For you
[01:26.12]Haunted by your cigarettes, i let them fill my lungs with you
[01:32.68]Cut me like a cancer and then cough me out like blood
[01:36.52]I couldn't tell you were bluffing
[01:39.76]I should've known it's all nothing
[01:43.10]Feels like there's always something in the way
[01:46.47]So smoke 'em while you got them
[01:48.53]Yeah, maybe i talk too much, i need to listen
[01:52.46]Take me back, backseat late nights and we kissing
[01:55.36]Waste my time on other girls, you're what i'm missing
[01:59.02]I know i shouldn't, 'cause you left me for a less-than
[02:02.19]Coughing blood
[02:03.14]Yeah, on the floor
[02:05.03]Of your uber, then you call at four
[02:08.48]I'm sorry girl, i'm on a tour
[02:11.82]But it's too late to say that you're sorry
[02:15.73]I'll say what's on my conscience
[02:19.34]Make time to listen to your nonsense
[02:22.74]I'm done, the rain ain't stopping
[02:26.19]Light me up like a cigarette
[02:28.29]Maybe i'm too far gone
[02:30.39]I don't wanna say that it's all my fault
[02:34.07]We both know that you got it all wrong
[02:37.47]Yeah, you got it all wrong
[02:38.73]Baby, cough me up and cough me out
[02:42.65]Everything i gave to you was just never enough
[02:46.34]I could do it all again to chase a temporary love
[02:49.73]If i ever do, it's just 'cause i get hungry for your touch
[02:53.18]I can't tell the different anymore, i did too much
[02:57.28]For you
[03:00.11]Haunted by your cigarettes, i let them fill my lungs with you
[03:06.75]Cut me like a cancer and then cough me out like blood
[03:10.41]I couldn't tell you were bluffing
[03:14.07]I should've known it's all nothing
[03:17.16]Feels like there's always something in the way
[03:20.67]So smoke 'em while you got them