[00:00.000]作曲 : Chinsea Lee/Jo Caleb/Kyle Evans
[00:09.620]Show me, show me, show me, show me
[00:11.930]Teach me how to be more open
[00:14.080]Guarded like a cell I'm holding
[00:16.130]Wanna be touch with my emotions
[00:18.050]I'm so damn stuck in my way
[00:20.220]I'm tryna find vulnerability
[00:22.930]You see the outside
[00:24.480]Find out what's on the inside
[00:26.370]Nice to meet ya
[00:27.450]October born, I'm a Libra
[00:29.590]I love love but **** it, I'm a leaver
[00:31.630]I got a vice and it's puffing on the shisha
[00:33.870]Chincia, nickname Lisa
[00:36.070]I got family, nuh have a lot of friends
[00:37.960]Trust issues, 'cause I live my life under the lens
[00:39.830]Got a lot of fans full of Shenyeng
[00:41.650]I'm an overthinker but one thing mi know is I'm a ten
[00:44.440]I'm a hustler, mi remember this one prayer
[00:46.020]Told God, "If me nuh break in the music, me a be scammer"
[00:48.460]'Cause mi have a son now and him father prefer nuh there
[00:50.670]Left him when him lick me can me never want it regular
[00:52.810]Never met my father, he wanted to abort me
[00:54.980]Heard he was married, hide it softly
[00:57.250]So many questions for my mother in my head
[00:59.110]Mi can't get answers though because she dead
[01:02.030]Show me, show me, show me, show me
[01:04.210]Teach me how to be more open
[01:06.470]Guarded like a cell I'm holding
[01:08.700]Wanna be touch with my emotions
[01:10.990]I'm so damn stuck in my ways
[01:12.590]I'm tryna find vulnerability
[01:15.320]You see the outside
[01:16.730]Find out what's on the inside
[01:19.180]29 years under the sun
[01:21.550]A man never yet make me cum
[01:23.840]Coming me like me mental blocked
[01:25.200]From something waan me hear two centuries back
[01:27.790]You, how you say you love me?
[01:30.420]Then you turn 'round and rob me
[01:32.280]Eeh, you help me make it from the ghetto
[01:34.050]So even though mi left you, mi haffi still respect you
[01:36.120]Mi nuh claim man
[01:37.110]'Cause them start out good then turn waste man
[01:39.120]Perfection, yes, a that me believe in
[01:41.690]Fairytale lifestyle a like reading
[01:43.670]I have anxious avoidant attachment
[01:45.850]When it start get good, I get toxic
[01:48.140]A just success alone give me peace
[01:49.910]Mi first career choice played out for me
[01:51.950]Bad gyal almost turned a ****ing police
[01:54.400]And a couldn't talent make them know I'ma fi win
[01:56.680]Personally, mi think a the colour of me skin
[01:58.460]Skin can't write, skin can't rap
[02:00.080]Skin can't perform, colour of mi skin can't sing
[02:02.840]So a just reverse racism
[02:04.680]Mixed with likkle bad mind inna the ting
[02:06.620](Only) only mi village a say me buss from pretty privilege
[02:09.050]Some hate me then dem love me
[02:10.060]When them see me have something fi give
[02:11.810]Show me, show me, show me, show me
[02:14.050]Teach me how to be more open
[02:16.250]Guarded like a cell I'm holding
[02:18.340]Waan be touch with my emotions
[02:20.780]I'm so damn stuck in my way
[02:22.440]I'm tryna find vulnerability
[02:25.200]You see the outside
[02:26.620]Find out what's on the inside
[02:28.540]Nice to meet ya
[02:29.780]October born, I'm a Libra
[02:31.750]I love love but **** it, I'm a leaver
[02:33.830]I got a vice and it's puffing on the shisha
[02:36.030]Chincia, nickname Lisa
[02:37.980]My trauma followed me
[02:40.360]Now me waan part ways
[02:42.450]Working night and daily
[02:44.470]Just so I won't go crazy
[02:46.720]I'm working hard on me
[02:48.910]I want a better me
[02:50.910]Emotionally and mentally, yeah
[02:56.840]Physically too, oh